Alexandria Is Far From Finished: Coming Back from an Emotional Rock Bottom
Says Alexandria: “I was a really good kid. I was really involved with sports, really outgoing. I had a great passion for life.”
When she endured a traumatic experience, however, everything changed. She began using drugs and alcohol in an attempt to manage the feelings that she did not know how to handle and ultimately developed a serious substance use disorder. She describes living in the basement of a foreclosed home with her drug dealer and others who were also struggling with addiction in horrible conditions at one point, but says she still managed to hold onto her job.
Says Alexandria: “I had that face value, like everything was fine but then underneath it all, I was just falling apart.”
Malnourished and 30 pounds underweight, Alexandria describes feeling isolated from everyone.
Though she maintained connections with her parents for a while, it wasn’t long until her drug problem became so significant that she found herself cut off from everyone.
The final straw came when, after being evicted from her apartment, her boss allowed her to stay with him, his wife, and 9-year-old daughter.
Says Alexandria: “The one thing that killed me was that their 9-year-old daughter saw everything that was going on with me. She would find needles and other drug paraphernalia all around the house, and she was like, ‘What is this?; I had to explain it to her at that point.”
Alexandria’s boss went out of town for the weekend with his wife, leaving her with his daughter. While they were gone, she stole their car, and, when they found out, they kicked her out.
Says Alexandria: “At that point, I had nowhere to go. I had no resources left. My parents cut me off. My siblings … I didn’t have any friends at that point, and the friends that I thought I had were people who just wanted to use me for drugs or sex or money or whatever. I was like, ‘I can’t do this anymore.’”
Says Alexandria: “I was like, ‘If I die like this, I die.’ I’m happy with it. Or I could get treatment, and I was actually contacted by someone in Florida, online and they ended up getting me down here. And I went to Recovery First.”
Far From Finished Podcast
Alexandria Feloni and others share their stories of recovery from addiction on American Addiction Center’s Far From Finished podcast. New episodes are available every Monday through iTunes and online.
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